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I have huge crush on a man that works at her gym. By some weird coincidence we also live in the same apartment complex.

We have chatted in the lift at home before even though I'm soooo shy and nervous around him.

B4 living in the same complex we woulnd't talk at the gym but we'd look at each other.

He lives with his girlfriend so i can't date him. He randomly mentioned that his gf likes reading when i asked him if he wanted some books i was throwing out.

He sends mixed signals of interest towards me. He use to look at me when i wasn't looking. After the 1st time he chatted to me in the lift he looked away and got all fidgety when he saw me at the gym. Another time he looked at me like a scared rabbit so i smiled and he smiled back.

Then another time in the lift he politely said hello and then looked down at his phone.

The other week I walked past him when he had his head down filling in paper work... I said, "hey how r u?"
He lifted his head and had more of a surprised look on his face as if to say, "ok ur talking to me?"

He was friendly but not excited to see me... Does this mean he doesn't have a crush on me? If he had a crush would he find it hard to conceal his excitement in seeing me?

Today at gym entrance he smiled and was friendly but i got the vibe that i'm just another customer to him. When leaving I watched his reflection in the window as i walked out. He glanced as i walked through the exit but the stare didn't linger.
Is he over it?

My guy crush and I have recently gotten more sexual in what we message about. He always brings it up and I just go along as far as he wants... I thought. Lately he's been bringing up sex acts and stuff like bondage and asking (in general?) what I thought about hookups with friends (!), 3somes, sex on my period and were these things I would want. He never asked me what I want HIM to do to ME, just kept it FYI ish. But before I can answer he types NOO... DONT ANSWER THAT. What is that about? I got mad and felt stupid bc he said he was jk and his questions were all jokes, not serious inquiries. Earlier this week I told him I was all sweaty from dancing and he said yum. Is that another sarcastic joke? We message any time we feel like it and have one continuous convo about everything but it's gotten much racier lately. He's described his boxer briefs (not the pkg yet) and sends me random (clean) pics of himself looking yummy.

I don't think he's jk. He shows every single sign of being into me we've already said we love each other to some extent.
He keeps telling me he's an open book and I can know anything if I ask the right questions. What does that mean? is he trying to get me to ask him out or to take things to the next level? Emotionally, I feel like we're already a couple, just not physically. He constantly touches my arms, (kinda gives me little circular light scratches... mmmm), shoulder pats and firm hands on my lower back, like he's claiming me. He sits all over me, fluffs my hair, lets his hand rest on mine and STARES into my eyes every second we talk. I have his constant attention and he is always finding ways to bump into me during the day.

We share a class and are in clubs together. He's been on FB today trying to get me to meet him at a festival this w/e and we've made plans to hang out after school to "help clean". He conveniently mentioned where kids sneak sex at school and we're going to be alone in a small, dark closet for at least an hour.

My son is 16 years old and I love him very much.
Since one year to now he has been crying almost every night, I can hear him since my room is right next to his.
We moved about 10 months ago to a place he cannot see his old friends. Maybe he had a crush on some girl, but I don't think so.
He has never had a girlfriend, not that I know.
When I ask him what will he do for living he always answers he doesn't know, even to his teachers. He loves football (soccer) but he is not good playing it (he says). He also enjoys pro-wrestling but he says he doesn't want to end his life depressed, whitout any family and doing drugs like most of them. He has tried guitar but since he is left-handed he always ends up quitting. I bought him a BMX bike for him to get out of home since he never gets out. He broke his foot on the first day and quit. He always says he cannot do anything right and that he has no tallent or gift.
His sister (who is 14) is very social and says that he has Social Anxiety and Dysthymia, so I put him on the school Psychologist, but he always ends up missing the sessions.
Some weeks ago I was cleaning up his room and I found razor blades inside a book. I've looked to his wrists but there is no sign of cuts, although I found blood on his boxers, so he can be cutting himself on his legs.
He is good at school and he his teachers always tell me that he is super intelligent but shy and introverted so he doesn't participate.
By the way his dad is in France and we are divorced so he doesn't have that male support and attitude that he would probably like.
Please tell what to do and how to help him, I don't want to find my son dead one day. I ask him what's wrong but he always puts on the fake happy face. Should I confront him, tell his dad, move again? Please help me.