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I have been seeing this guy and he fits every profile of my dream guy but we don’t communicate as much. We communicate well in terms of understanding each other and respecting each other. But the problem is we’re both extremely introverts we’re always in our head and we don’t actually communicate much verbally but we have amazing chemistry physically. I have complicated feelings for him because we have only went on three dates I feel like it takes time for me to open up and for him. Our fear is that we will bore each other because we stare at each other eyes, cuddle, and be in each other’s presence with our minds racing but we don’t share what’s on our mind. I have difficulty opening up to anyone because I’m a extreme introvert. I started distancing myself from him because he has complicated feelings for me too, like our feelings aren’t developed. He’s an amazing guy, has similar core values, goals in life and understands me well. Do feelings come right away or do people build it? We’re very inexperienced in dating to say the least. But we believe we should focus on one person at a time and right now I got my eyes on him, but I have confused feelings because I haven’t opened up as much as I could. And as for me it’s hard for me to open up because I was in complete isolation growing up, had distance parents, no friends never built that friendly communication with anyone. And now I’m starting and it’s the hardest thing for me now, to speak what I think.

Long story real short so as not to bore ya's, boyfriend sent me a nice piece of cheaper jewelry but in good taste. Not what I wanted but accepted it graciously. I sent him a nice gift in return and then another because it is Christmas soon and he is supposed to send out a nice smaller parcel to me but I have yet to see it. He has been putting this together, I know this for sure, since maybe October. I feel hurt that maybe my boyfriend (Lives in Montana, I live in California, btw) is not going to decide to send it because it can get costly, he mentioned sending nice stuff to help me cherish him but also a special like a promise ring and next year, maybe we can speak more about marriage. Am I expecting too much? Is he being a tight ass? Or do u think he will send it sometime? Very disturbing.