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My gay friend has just told me that he likes the boy that i like. I feel like such a bitch because i always went on about our crush in front of him and worst thing about it was that everyone around him knew he like my crush except for me. I told my friend that i was losing interest in him and that i had moved on when i hadn't. Now he thinks i like someone else. I told my friend it ok to talk to him around me because i did it to him but it's hurtiing me. I told another friend what was her opinion on it and she said play along with it it will be ok because he need a bit of hope because there isn't many gay people at our school and it uncool to be gay at the school that we are at and it might boost his confident to try find a boyfriend of his own. But it hurting me on the process because i think i might have a chance with this guy and i hardly ever get this feeling what do i do?