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{I’m turning 18 in February}

i just had my first pre - heartbreak.

There was this girl I was talking to we got along so well
we talked for hours & told me how no other boy liked her
she said everyone else was mean to her & I was the only one who actually liked her.. so eventually I started really liking her
I wanted to be with her, & she basically tells me she wants to be with me
she gave me attention that I’ve never gotten from anyone

Then out of nowhere she send me screenshots of this other boys messages
some boy calling her sweet names
she’s replying with
“I love when you call me that”

just them flirting hard, like even though we never agreed to being together we were basically together.
. she made me think there was nobody else..

then after she sent me the screenshots she asked me if I was jealous.
I ignored her & when I did text back it was a no..
she asked if I was mad, I said no.
(I usually text her with paragraphs, vice versa)
then she got mad because I was taking too long to reply I guess
we basically went through a little breakup..

I do feel a little sick, so I know real heartbreaks must suck, but I’ll get over it.

I will say I’m done with girls when it comes to dating,
an actual heartbreak would tear me up.
I care too much, so I can’t let myself get heartbroken

I’ll date once I graduate college
or like around age 30

thought i finally had a girlfriend 😂, welp...