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I’m sorry about my language and poor grammar in this. My emotions took over, but I’m just honestly so done. I don’t wanna be stuck in this never ending cycle anymore. // My words on this issue: “You kno, I don't know even why i keep going back. I’ve left like 2 times. That one time he moved to someone else and then to the point where i was just done bc he wouldn’t ever do shit. But he always try’s to understand. I can feel the effort. I know how i should never settle for stuff like this bc i deserve better, but... I don't know.. maybe I’m afraid bc i don’t like the feeling w/o someone, or maybe it’s bc i feel as if i won't get the same feeling again. But the same cycle happens and I’m just so done. I... Know the fact that i someone shouldn’t attempt to leave someone in order to get the attention they deserve, but... I don't know... he always looks at me like he try’s and everything, but he doesn’t. I don’t understand how it’s so hard to just text someone or respond to their story on some stupid shit. THE RATIO IS SO LOW. Obviously texting and shit shouldn’t be something to base your entire relationship off of, but he’s literally giving me one word answers. Wth. YOU can't JUST DECIDE WHEN YOU WANT TO TALK! DAMNIT WHY IS IT SO HARD. IT shouldn't BE THAT HARD. And everytime i see his friends/friend group looking over or just at me. So they know, BUT WTH?”