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I know this girl for over year and i spoke with her once in my life but i see her few times in week. I kinda rejected her and i know i dont have chance with her because she has boyfriend and i was too scared in that time even to talk to her. But when i see her i have feeling she is my soultmate and i like her a lot. She is so cute and i like her personality , can't imagine better girl and i fucked up every chance. I rejected her in that time and also she has boyfriend now. She stare at me a lot but i dont have feeling she even likes me anymore and im too scared to approach (i catch her staring in me and sometimes smiling when she see me but sometimes she is cold af and dont even look in me , so much mixed feelings, i think she just doesn't like me anymore) , even to add her on social media. Im 17yo and im kinda depressed, well played to me, im such a retard. fml