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Met on tinder, FWB/one night stand situation, planned to meet that night. He added me on FB & Instagram then texted me non-stop til our date telling/asking me about his and my life. He's been lied to in the past, so we promised to be honest with one another. At one point I joked he was just a one night stand to which he seemed upset with, saying it that all i really wanted and he would prefer to take things slow.

We met, he bought me a few drinks, we had good conversation until he told me he left a girl sitting at a table one time on a date because she wasn't attractive, so we got in a little argument.

Went to the bathroom, came back, suddenly he wants to go home. I asked him if he meant he wanted me to come over, he said no. He asked me what i wanted from him. I told him he talked to much today, I no longer just could see him as a one night stand. He asked me where i was today and after i told him he said he kept seeing my location change on tinder. We got up to leave and he said "Im only going to break your heart". Got to our cars, we started kissing and I grabbed his back and pushed him towards me, he backed up and said, okay that it your going to see me again. I said no, please, and he said no. I then screamed you won't see me again, please, and he said fine. I got in my car went home and deleted him off every media platform.

Fast forward week later, i saw he viewed my linkedin the day we met, and even though i deleted him from Instagram he was still watching my stories. I messaged him asking if we could talk and he blocked me. WHY?

I'm seeing this guy for about 2 months now. He's great - sweet, funny, nice looking, similar interests and we just get eachother. I've been dating him for a while but I am really confused. I'm not falling in love with him, but I don't want to stop seeing him either. This makes me wonder if he could be a romantic match or that he's just a good friend. Because what I noticed is that I think I like him better when he's around his friends/people he knows than when he's with me alone.

Maybe we're dating wrong? We've been on several dates, including dinner, cinema, with him at home watching a film and going to a boardgame night together. And since we kinda have the same social connections we hang out together in friendgroups too. We're both members of studentclubs that also work together to organize activities and parties - me a choir, he a dramagroup. For example I went to see some plays he starred in and went to a pub afterwards with him and his friends.

I'm probably holding back more than I should when it comes to the touching and kissing bit... (just to be clear we did kiss) but I'm not sure if I want to do all that stuff before I'm certain I like him that way.

I've been in love before with this other guy and went through everything before - being unable to eat, sleep, feeling tons butterflies, wanting to listen to lovesongs all day, thinking about him (other guy) all the time - however he wasn't interested in me. This guy does seem interested in me, tho, but said impact isn't happening with this guy (or very very very slowly?). All I feel is a little nervous around him. However I do feel jealous when I think of him with another girl and I'd hate the thought of never seeing him again.

Ugh, it's so confusing.. what do you guys think?