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I work with this guy, and I have the biggest crush on him. I'm REALLY obvious about it too. Like I hide NOTHING. Today I walked right up to him because he shaved his hair off (it was just getting long, he's low maintenance), and I was like "You're hair is gone!" and he kinda laughed and we walked a bit. And I was like "We'll you're as handsome as ever!" He grinned and I think he was even blushing a little like he don't hear it much and was just like "oh, thank you" But I don't get how he can't hear it much, he is a VERY attractive man. Just quiet.

But I've started doing this weird thing where I fantasize about having sex with him a lot. And I can see us walking around holding hands, kisses, and then more than that I can see me pregnant with his child, and us basically just living happily ever after. In my head we have a son who looks like him, and I named him Ethan. All in my head, I've told no one. I mean pretty much everyone knows I have a big giant crush on him just because of how obvious I am, but they don't know I stand there just at random day dreaming about my imaginary life with this dude.

This is creepy, isn't it?

I'm in a complicated situation. I love my boyfriend and everything but when a good friend of mine went away for the weekend I missed him and it wasn't the he's my friend and I miss him type of missing him either. I've also had a dream about my friend where he kissed me but I didn't pull away I kissed him back. My friend does like me as more then a friend but is OK with just being friends as he knows I am taken. ik that this is not the best in terms of my relationship but I don't know what to do.