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While studying abroad, for a couple months, I had this thing with this girl who had a boyfriend. We became very close and things got physical many times. She told me how she was thinking about breaking up with her boyfriend for about 6 months, since before she met me. We continued our relationship when we came back home, but only via internet. She did come to see me a couple times however. After awhile, I got angry that she was still seeing her boyfriend so I stopped talking to her. When I told her I wasn't going to talk anymore she cried for about 20 minutes and begged me not to leave. I still went though. A week later, she kept texting me and said she thought about me everyday and didn't want me to move on. I didn't respond with much enthusiasm, usually just one or two words. A few days after that she broke up with him and told me immediately afterward. We dated for about a week, but I found out she was still talking to and seeing her ex boyfriend. I told her to stop and she said she needed to be single for a while, which made sense. However, a few days later she told me that she didn't like me anymore. I asked her if she was going back to her ex boyfriend but she wouldn't tell me. I cut off contact with her again and we didn't speak for 2 months. She then emailed me 5 words "I'm sorry I hurt you". This pissed me off because 1. it was a shitty apology and 2. She didn't say anything else. I responded and asked her to explain and she said that she's trying to put what happened in the past. My personal opinion is that she's going to break up with him again and that she couldn't go through with it because she was too scared. Do you think she still has feelings for me?

Making a long story short, this isn't a question about "how to get an ex back," but I'm kinda confused about what my ex said regarding our break up. So I'll post the texts then follow up.
"I love you. There's no other guy that I'm interested in or talking to if you think that's the case cause it's not. But I feel like you really need to get a grasp on your life right now. You have a personality disorder, you're juggling school and work and sometimes you can be a lot on me and yourself. This isn't anything new. I've felt like this before we became official. But because I cared about you I was willing to help and suggest you get counseling. I'm the only one who tried to suggest you to talk to a professional and genuinely see about your well being. Remember that. But now it's not fair to me. I think we need a break. Not a week long break but us going our separate ways. We've been having discussions like these a lot and it hasn't solved anything. I still want to stay in contact with you though. I'm not saying we're done forever but in order for us to have a future you need to work on your present life. I'm not cutting you out of my life but I'm giving you the space to give your all to (my name) so you can be the man you wanna be." At the end of this long text I might come off as probably a terrible boyfriend (at the time). She made me feel guilty about my actions although it takes two people in the relationship, I didn't make an issue and bring up things she's done, just agreed with her leading to a very subtle breakup.
"Feels good to know we're on the same page instead of this becoming an argument and us hating each other like I've experienced before. If we didn't break up now, you'd probably end up losing me for good later. If I didn't want to be with you in the future I wouldn't be speaking to you right now. You'd be cut off in all forms." which followed up the end of our convo with exchanges of "I love you," and that's it. .