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Cast
Nathan - Hero
Heavily optimistic to the point of ignorance at times but also displays intelligence and insight
Usually easy going, although any injustice, especially when involving the strong taking advantage of weak ignites an extreme anger in him
straightforward and often tackles issues with a "hands on" approach
Can cook with just about anything
wears his mother's ring after she died of black death
Due to the sins of his father, he will go to great lengths to save others even to the point of martyrdom

Lady Artesia Solanum
Very flirtatious personality
open with her sexual preferences, often to other characters' discomfort.
Despite her apparent shamelessness and honesty, she can be quite innocent about certain things. Enjoys alchemy.
Extremely proud.
She often berates Nathan for his ignorance and lack of ability but also tutors him.
In a romantic sense, she considers herself to be a rival of Indigo but doesn’t see Elias as competition
Indigo
strange culture with exotic holidays and rituals
Superstitious and afraid of ghosts
Socially awkward.
Hates shoes - always barefoot
Can’t hold her liquor.
Can sing extremely well
Prone to gluttony but her high metabolism makes it necessary
While drunk, she acts very aggressive towards others.
Afraid of sleeping alone so even when Nathan is alone in his own sleeping bag, he wakes up with her as his big spoon

Elias Evergreen
cleaver and good mercantile sense
Passionate for literature
Writing an autobiography mainly dealing with the party's adventures
she also loves shopping much to Nathan's dismay as she has him carry everything
Her estranged relationship with her father and the death of her mother drove her to seek a new path Can drink anyone under the table
childhood trauma made her afraid of fire

Second date with this girl. Things were going great. We were hugging, nice view, good weather. She's a beautiful girl i've been talking for a few months (distance didn't let us go on dates earlier). The perfect timing for a kiss. That's when i start feeling really sick of my stomach, probably due to the anxiety of thinking i'm about to kiss the girl of my dreams. I got so sick that i just couldn't even talk to her properly anymore and made up an excuse to go somewhere else, in hopes i would get better. It was such an unexpected moment that i didn't know if i should tell her i was suddently sick or just pretend everything was good. My retarded and socially awkward brain made the decision that i should pretend i was alright, probably to avoid the embarassement of telling her i wanted to throw up. I was so sick i couldn't even speak more than three words at a time so i think she just thought i was ignoring her and she decided to go home earlier. We have talked after that and i explained the situation to her but i can tell she's cold now. Obviously i'm depressed as hell because once again my anxiety and awkwardness ruined a chance with a great girl. Is it even worth it to keep trying with this girl?