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I am the ugliest woman on the planet, and I hate being alive. The only reason why I haven't killed myself is because my dad did it when I was little. I don't want to put my mom through it. However, I honestly don't believe he had a good reason for it. I don't know why he did it, but he had a wife and two little girls. He had plenty of friends. He made good money. I'm sure maybe he was stressed about something, but I just don't think his life could have been that bad with two little girls and a wife who loved him.

But there are certain people (like me, the ugliest person alive) who do have a good reason. I have no friends because of my face. I have never been in a relationship because of my face. People make fun of me constantly because of my face. I had something thrown at me today from a car. I work out, I am very thin, I wear make up, I whiten my teeth, I only wear pretty clothes. I style my hair, but I'm still ugly to people. People say I look more like a man than a woman. I want more than anything to have kids, and a husband but I never can because of my face. I can never have respect because of my face.

On the outside people think I am happy because I make really good money and I just bought a condo and a car, but the thing is I am just using my money to buy my happiness. But I am not happy and it's because of being the most hideous looking person on the history of the earth.

So because of that I should be allowed to kill myself, and no one should feel bad about it. Being dead would make me happy. People should want me happy. I've talked about suicide and everyone gets mad at me for it. But they don't understand because they aren't the ugliest people alive. I am. I think in my case I should be granted the choice without anyone being angry or sad to kill myself.

Do you think people like me and other people should be allowed to kill themselves?

My friend says she will marry for money, and if he isn't good looking, she will eventually learn to love him. I personally find that to be very vauge terrible because... you're marrying him for his money, not becuase you love him. Right? right. However now that I am deeply thinking about it, money does eventually buy happiness, and please don't say it's not true because we know that money buys anything and everything in this world.