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Hello, so i have a really long story that has me all kinds of confused. So i was doing things very wrong. I was married and my husband cheated on me for seven months. I found out about it ans separated from him. After we where separated, i met this man. I have never been in love before, not even with my husband. I love this man more than anything. My insecurities got the best of me and when we would fight i would just hang out with my ex. Nothing sexual just as a friend. He was a better friend then husband. I would tell my boyfriend where i was going and he would say go then. But he told me later he wanted me to chose him and stay at home all day and wait till he got off work. He would come whenever he wanted. Dinner would be cold and i would get frustrated. Fast forward two years later. He begged me to rush the papers for my divorce. I told him that after he met my family with me then i would. I am adopted and was going to meet my family after 20 years. We agreed if all went well we would get married in 2018. He also kept begging me to get pregnant. So we went to my country and came back. My family loved him. I filed the papers and found out im also pregnant. Everything he asked i did. Now he told me his feelings are gone. He has moved on and started living with this other woman. i am so hurt and confused. He told me he does not love me the same. Have i lost him for good? How can someone just do that?