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okay, so i find us making a lot of eye contact, and we laugh a lot.. he's really nice to me and one time i got out of the car and little piece of my underwear line was visible when someone made a comment about it he laughed and said he didn't mind... also his dad had said "woah who is she and he said oh, thats (my name) , thats my buddies girl. over all i just get these different vibes from him. I've been with my boyfriend for almost 2 years we have been through a good bit together but i dont feel the same and i am over the constant arguing. im not happy. and everytime i see his friend i am happy, and i see so many good qualities in him and i wanna be with him in the worst way. but the other issue here, when i first got with my boyfriend i hooked his friend up with a friend of mine who i dont talk to anymore and cheats on him and treats him bad. i want to tell him how i feel about him but i dont know how to go about doing it. am i wrong? how do i go about doing this? does it seem like his friend is kinda crushing to or? to be real with myself i have always had a crush on him, when i first moved to this state i seen his friend on social media before i did him and i always wanted to talk to him but was to scared until i got to know him and seen how great he is... good idea or bad idea to tell him about my feelings? should i tell my boyfriend my feelings? what do i do?

So I this guy and I knew each other in real life, we kind of had the same group of friends. Anyway he added me on facebook and we started talking and eventually started flirting and this went on for a few weeks before he wanted to meet up. The attraction was mutual but I wasn't really interested at first only because it just wasn't the right time for me so anyway we both agreed to keep the option open if I ever changed my mind. We continued to talk and flirt daily. In time I decided that I would like to actually hook up and invited him over. Somehow he didn't get the message or didn't realise that I wanted him to actually come over that night. Anyway we ended up talking almost everyday for at least 6 months in that he ended up getting back with his girlfriend and that was ok with me as I didn't really develop feelings for him I kind of just wanted a one night stand even tho he once said that he could see himself falling for me and wanted to see where the "situation" could go. Anyway I wished him all the best and we never spoke again. Then I realised that a couple weeks later he had blocked me. Wether or not it was his girlfriend I don't know but if it was him then why?