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I had the ability to have lucid dreams- the kind where you can control your own actions, interact with other people and your surroundings, and get the same levels of sensory feedback as you would in the real world. Effectively, when I had lucid dreams, the experience could be compared to VR, or being plugged into The Matrix. And when I woke up, I could go back to sleep the next night and resume an unfinished lucid dream from the exact point where I'd left it. I had numerous lucid dreams, but by far the most important set of lucid dreams I've ever had were those which I experienced when I went through puberty. All of the wetdreams I ever had were lucid dreams, and they all revolved around my interactions with the same girl- who bore no real resemblance to anyone I'd ever met or heard about IRL, but who I 'd have a monogamous relationship with for almost 2 years.
Most of the dreams featuring her weren't wetdreams though. Most of the time, we'd just talk, laugh, hold hands, kiss and cuddle. And even argue- there was one time when we had a proper falling out, and she refused to even talk to me in the lucid dreams for a full week, before reluctantly accepting my apologies; it took us a whole month to patch things up enough to resume lovemaking again. She was very much her own person- 21-23yrs old, but definitely younger than me. And the lucid dream sex was inexplicably realistic, so much that it was my original sex-ed. I only found out about female sexual anatomy and erogenous zones by experimenting with her in the dreams, and it all turned out to be real. I didn't know that the hymen even existed until I broke hers attempting our first time, and we ended up aborting it. My ability to lucid dream faded, and I can't do it like I could any more- she hasn't materialized for over a decade. But I never stopped fantasizing about her or loving her.
I need to know though- if you were my girlfriend, and I were to tell you all of this, how would you feel? How would you react?

im a 17 year old guy. There's this one girl I've been working with for the past 9 months and i really like her. At first I just wanted to sleep with her because she was drop dead gorgeous but then I started getting attached to her the way she smiled, her personality, kindness I thought about getting with her but the idea was never really something I looked at twice she was just a person I enjoyed being around but jus recently me and her kissed. I told her I never kissed a girl before and I wanted her to "teach" me. So we kissed and she was really getting into it and so was I we ended up making out 4 times that day the first 3 just felt normal but the 4th one was for so long and felt different it felt like something you'd only feel in a dream. Then I didn't see her until 2 days later and she was completely different I asked what happened and she told me she felt really bad about kissing me and when I asked her why she said it was because she was still in love with her first boyfriend but she hasn't talked to or seen him in years, she also told me that she didn't feel anything when she kissed me only in that moment then nothing afterwards. I'm a very understanding person and it doesn't hurt me that she doesn't feel the same way back I mean you can't force someone to feel a certain way about you but I can't get her off my mind I keep thinking about that moment and her over and over again and all I want to do is kiss her again and again. Please just help me to either get this girl of my mind or teach me how to make her mine because I've never felt this way before and my mind is just in 2 places also I told her how I felt and she said she didn't feel the same way but I don't know if she really meant it