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So, I have taken a vow upon myself and it is almost been for 5 years, I haven`t been in any kind of physical contact with woman do of the laws concerning modesty, purity, celibacy and chastity. But trough prayer and vision, I was led or this beautiful Agnostic-Muslima came upon my pathway.

We met trough a dating site well know out there called: `POF. com`. It all started with a comment upon the only description she had on her profile, no picture to be begin with and not that much of info besides her age and what she was hoping to find: ` true love, since everybody, this generation is on internet, maybe via internet` that what she was putting out there. So we started sending messages and before you know it I had given her my private number, we texted back and forth for about a couple of days, I had planned a trip and asked of we could better meet in advance or afterwards?

The date was set before the trip, it was a blind date of course, but she did see some pictures of me so for her it was less blind ;-)

The first moment we made eye contact, there was that instant of soul recognition and all that came out of my mouth was: Finally! I could`t stop smiling and I saw her glittering eyes staring right back at me. We had a long conversation on the balcony and at the end of the day all of the sudden we were seated on her bed, she went to make us some veggie noodles. we got intimate and nothing happened because I told her it was wiser to wait, ok. everything went well and ended the day perfect. That weekend after the Sabbath, she discovered some videos of me talking about Islam... so first rejection of intercourse with her, talking about islam in wrong way, ... she broke-up instantly. Did`t even want to talk and told me that I may have felt a connection but she needs much more time to get there and that was it. So will she come back? Second chance or not? I apologised and tried to talk but she kept the door shut. by the way she is Pisces.

I started talking to this girl in my physics class that i had a crush on. We have a lot of common interests. She is really cute. I am kinda shy but it was easier because we were both shy. We started talking on fb first then i started sitting with her in physics. She says hi to me after every period and she says my name when she says hi. It took awhile for us to get comfortable talking with each other. She sometimes acts helpless, which i find adorable.
One time in the hallway i was walking to class and she randomly trips and kinda like falls/runs into me and grabs on to me. There wasn't anything to trip on so i don't know if it was on purpose, but then she started talking to me. She isn't afraid of physical contact either, like i mess around with her sometimes and we do play around and she seems to enjoy when i tease her of play with her.
I asked her if she had a boyfriend while i was talking to her on Facebook one day and she said "right now?, no". I think i made it kinda obvious that i like her. Just yesterday was the weirdest thing. When i walked into class she tells me she cut her finger and asked me if i had any tissue. i said no, but i went to go get some, when i got back to calss this girl gave her a bandaid. I went to go sit next to her and she asked me if i could put the bandaid on her finger. The cut wasn't really bleeding much at all so i dont think the bandaid was necessary but that didn't stop me. It was like the cutest thing ever to put this bandaid on her finger. I dropped the bandaid at first and she laughed and picked it up, and i held her hand and put the bandaid on her finger. It was kinda awkward cause a lot of people were watching. Well she asked me to wear matching costumes with her on halloween. I found out she is back with this guy ( he isn't very attractive and he is fat :p). Well I don't know why she asked me to go matching with her if she is back with her boyfriend.
I want to tell her i like her but i dont know if is should