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Joe is 37 years old and has a 14 year old nephew. Joe is also dating a black women named Sophia who's 27 years old. Marvin hits Sophia and screams at her when they first meet. But Marvin eventually warms up to her. They cook together all the time and they paint pictures in the backyard, and she tells him interesting stories and facts about life. Marvin feels really happy. One day Sophia hugs and kisses Marvin on his forehead. Marvin gasps with horror and she hugs him a little tighter, tears spill down Marvin's face. He hates the fact that he's crying and feels so stupid. One night Sophia was sleeping in bed so Marvin cuddles against her and feels safe and warm. It's been a while since someone made him so happy, it was better then being beaten, starved and abused which was what he was used too.

Is this relationship okay? Do you think this is wrong?

Long story short, I have a crush on someone I've been knowing for a year. I met him online and we weren't exactly close until he started messaging me back in June. He knew about my feelings before then, but at the time, he said that he wasn't looking for romance because of big changes in his life. I took that as a sign that he didn't want romance with me and tried to move on, but ever since June, it's been hard for me to move past my feelings.

Our mutual friends think he and I belong together because of the way we interact on our group chat, and they've been teasing us about it, but as of lately I'm not so sure how he feels.

On the one hand: he flirts with me constantly. Always says that he's definitely planning to meet up with me someday, says he would hug me and actually kiss me when we meet, says he would love to Skype with me, usually initiates conversations with me first, calls me beautiful as if it's a nickname, compliments me all the time, and has even said at one point he would take me to a nice restaurant, implying a date. At first I thought he was just jokingly flirting about the kissing, but he and I had a brief talk about how inexperienced we both are with kissing, and he said that it would be better then, because we could both be bad at it.

On the other hand: he has implied before that we are best friends, and the whole rejection thing that happened a few months prior still sticks to my mind. He has called me babe before, which I thought was a big sign that he liked me, but today he also called one of our mutual friends "babe" too, which made me think that he only calls that to people he's comfortable with.

I'm scared of knowing that he's flirting with me only playfully and not being as meaningful about it as I perceive it. I'm scared of being rejected by him. But should I just go for it anyway? Or should I just try to forget about my feelings and move on?