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Not sure if we ever have a chance again. I believe we do in some form. We were together for 4 months but it was amazing. We both were connected on each level. Everyone saw how great we were and happy. He said he fell for me more each day etc. Saw each other a lot went out and explored together. He was having a hard time finding a job and eventually closed off from everyone. He never wanted to go out due to money and always said he was lame. He even sometimes would take a long time to answer or not. Then one day out of nowhere he broke up with me saying that he was not feeling what he thought he should be at our point in relationship and doesn't know if he would. I found to be weid bc everything was great before. After the bu i tried nc he contacted me the first week. Through the summer we had sex a few times and he eventually told me we shouldn't anymore as it wasn't fair to either of us. So we stopped but fell right back into it a few times. He always would everytime after say lets stay friends and it was unfair to us. The last time he never texted me the next time telling me that and he was very loving and we both fell asleep holding each other. it was different. He also was saying comments about me or things like aboutother guys. I still have my earrings over there and will get them at some point. Asked him to hang or watch a movie this weekend and he asked why i would suggest that. Not sure if thats going to happen so we will see. I feel deep inside that we still might happen again at some point and want it but im not sure. Help!!

Little back ground- We broke up in April. Things were great between us a real connection. Everyone saw it and was shocked about the bu bc we both were happy and showed it.
He was having a hard time finding a job became stressed and closed off from everyone including me, then told me he didn't feel what he thought he should at the point in relationship and wasn't sure he would ever. Confused me bc before he was all im falling for u everyday etc.
I tried not talking to him, e initiated first, asking how i was etc. We wound up having sex a few times through the summer. Then I had to work with him for a few weeks, and everyone saw his actions and picked up something was there. ( he was always looking at me) when i asked he played it off.
August came he told me it was not a good idea anymore as it wasn't fair to either of us so we stopped. But it happened again and he said the same thing after that we should be friends without anything else. I stopped talking to him and anfter a few weeks he contacted me asking if we were talking. Talked for like 4 days straight. Him asking why i got home late thinking i was partying etc. Asked to hang so i went. We wound up having sex again and sure enough he texted me saying he was sorry and he knows it seems like this back and forth thing but he still feels the same that we shouldn't do this. So why the back and forth with everything? is he still feeling something and unsure? and why the suggestion of friends isn't that keeping a line open. I have been wanting to tell him something since the bu but have not about my feelings should I? Its basically that we should try again but im not asking for that. So why is he going back and forth and acting like this?