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I've already set out a half-decent summary of myself on my profile description, but let's lay out the main points. On the plus side, I'm a strong, tough, athletic, highly intelligent and creative individual with numerous varied hobbies and interests (including reading and writing fiction, graphic design, sci-tech, drawing, MMA, football, athletics, extreme sports and community work). I'm kind and caring by nature, possessing a great deal of empathy and compassion- if I had a girlfriend, I'd want to be the most romantic and affectionate boyfriend I could be for her, and I'd be a devoted, doting and attentive father. However, I'm also firm, staunch and resolute, standing by my principles, values and decisions, and doing what needs to be done. I'm also fairly well-endowed, and confident there'd be no 'performance issues', so to speak.

On the downside though, I'm now nearly 30yrs old. I'm currently unemployed- founded my own PLC, and ran it single-handedly for 5yrs, but operations never became profitable, and we were eventually forced into liquidation. I do freelance editing work, but it's barely enough to pay for the cost of food and drink, and nowhere near enough to pay rent in Greater London, so I've been forced to move back in with my parents. I'm epileptic, so I still can't drive, and rely upon public transport. I have Aspergers, which while mild enough to be imperceptible to most people I interact with, still renders me largely incapable of reading body language and flirting without consciously making an effort to do so. I've still never had a girlfriend- never managed to convince any girl to go out on a second date with me, even when they themselves have told me that I was perfect and that everything about the date was perfect. And I'm still a virgin- haven't had sex, sexual contact, or even passionately kissed.

So how would you rate my chances of getting a girlfriend? Could those chances be improved, and if so, how? And if not, is it time for me to give up?

My girlfriend all of the sudden started to ignore me. We never had a fight or anything bad happen to cause this. In my mind, everything was perfect and she would say the same thing. She was staying at my house one night, got up all of sudden and said she had to go. I walked her to her car and she gave me a kiss, said I love you, and then left. I heard from her the next day, but she was short with me. We spend almost every night with each other and we talk and text all day. Then I stopped hearing from her all together about 3 weeks ago, except little texts here and there. She sent me a cute pic of herself 2 weeks ago, I responded, but she didn't respond with anything back. She sent another text to me this past weekend, I think to test me to see if I still cared. Of course I responded in a way that I do still care. Like I said, we did not fight, no one cheated, nothing. It is like she got scared. I want her back, but don't know what to say. I thought she just needed time to herself, so I backed off. Was that the right thing to do? Even at my age, dating is hard.

During the weekend I was at an anual music festival with a huge group of mates and one of my friends introduced me to this special girl.

This girl had literally been my obsession for about a year or two and I had known of her for such a long time, dreaming to even talk to her let alone get to know her. I dreamt and fantasized about this girl for such a long time and to be honest, I was actually quite thrilled when I got to meet her. She was so perfect (blonde, straight hair, luminous eyes, athletic like body).

Then the craziest thing happened, where my friend actually got the two of us together (he's the wingman champ) where I was able to get intimate with her VERY quickly and all of a sudden, we started making out in the middle of the crowd just by the stage.

I then proceeded to french kiss her (passionate as fuck), and we started running our hands along each other for about 10 minutes and we just spent the rest of the night dancing, holding on to each other etc. and she wanted more and more.

Then a while before I left , I got her number (yes. I made out with her before getting her number) and then we carried on for a while, then I left with the brothers to our afterparty.

I get home and I message her and then all she could reply was one word answers and sometimes even ignored me. Which was basically like a huge slap in the face. So her friend warns me that on the night, she said that she didn't want a relationship or any stuff because she was tired of the heartbreaks or something...

Should I take this personally? (she doesn't know I have a history of actually being a player so wtf)