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So me and my ex boyfriend have been seperated for a little over a year now (about 15 months). I always find myself thinking about him and missing him, but I know he'll never want to get back with me after the way I've treated him. But for some reason, I always find myself crushing on only his friends. I don't know if my mind does this because I think they're just flat out attractive, or if mind is doing this because it thinks somehow, this'll cause me and my ex to get closer again. And it's not like we haven't seen each other at all within that 15 months, we just haven't talked that much ever since. We pass each other through the halls when we walk from class to class, and sometimes give each other really awkward eye contact. But anyways, I'm actually really close friends with one of his close friends and it gets really awkward when our friend tries to spend an equal amount of time with both of us. Currently, I have a HUGE crush on one of my ex's friends. When I first started crushing on him, I didn't even realize he was one of my ex's friends (Btw, my crush and my ex aren't really close friends like me and the friend, but they still occasionally hang out together sometimes). Me and my crush hang out a lot and it's weird because when we hang out, my mind automatically thinks "Will 'my ex' notice me if me and 'my crush' hang out?" I have no idea why this happens. Am I that one over obsessed ex-girlfriend? Or what am I? I am sooooo confused. Someone please help me. I'll really appreciate it. Thank you!