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Hi. My girlfriend told me she wants a 3 months break so I can get my shit together. The night she kicked me out. I got drunk we got in a petty argument and I called the cops on myself because i was being stupid. I was drinking while on probation and I wasn't supposed to. So now we are on that break. She came over to do homework 2 days later for like an hour, she wants go eat today. The day she picked me up from jail to drop me off we were talking and she told me she wants to marry me but not if it's gonna be this way. She has been "around" before we got together and last time I went to jail she assumed we broke up and she went on tinder and did who knows what. I know I have no right to ask her who she's hanging out with or if she's talking to other guys. But she said she's not on this break to see other guys. Even so I still ask if she's talking to other guys and she threatens to never talk to me again. Sadly when we were together I would ask her too. Now her schedule is busy everyday, now she wears make up, I even noticed her messanger activity is a lot different. The whole "I'm online but not sharing or posting" i feel like it's obvious it's a look at message and reply kind of thing and she will pretend my message isn't on there sometimes. I really need some help on this. Also I'm not drinking again and I started work 4 days after I got out of jail.