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My ex dumped me a month ago for being clingy, obsessive, and a drunk (I had a drinking problem caused a lost job, a crashed vehicle, and losing her). After the breakup, I made mistakes of begging and crying for another chance. She wasn't having it so she blocked me (twice actually). Skip down the road and we have been hanging out and occasionally sleeping together. Last week we were laying in bed and she said "You know I still love you, right?". Since that moment it was like we were dating again: kissing, cuddling, sex, dates, saying I love you's, the works. She did state though throughout it all that she loves me, but wants to be single for now. She also admits to talking to other guys, and having slept with two guys right after the breakup. She doesn't tell these guys off when they flirt with her and ask her out, so it gets my anxiety racing. I try to keep my cool and not let her know it bothers me. But i did have to tell her "I will fight for your love, but I won't compete for it." Lately her words act like she loves me and wants to be with me, but her actions don't quite. We have been together every day and night the last week hanging out playing video games cuddling kissing etc. But she stated two of her exes have come back into her life and they both want to date her and she told them basically they have to try harder. I asked today "so if they try harder and prove to you they're different would you give them a chance?" And she said yes. I then asked what about us and she said well it depends on where you and I are at that time. She claims she doesn't want to play games and hates games, but it sounds like that's exactly what she is doing right now. Is she toying with me keeping me around until someone better comes along, or does she actually want to be with me? I'm keeping this question strictly to girls because guys can be d***s with their answers. Thanks.