I deeply hate sex?

Anonymous
I just hate it so fucking much, almost pathologically, and, I don't know why. I hate people that have sex, I find it revolting when I hear people talking about losing their virginity, etc. and, it's not even relationships, it's just sex I hate. Rough, animalistic, I don't know what it is about sex I hate so much, it just disgusts me. And, now that I have a girl that's at least into me, it's not even much of a loneliness thing anymore. I just despise sex, I despise the thought of other people having sex and I despise the thought of me having sex. I hate the idea of sex devoid of love almost as much as I hate the idea that sex could ever have anything to do with love. I hate women that have sex and men that have sex. I wish I had the power to destroy sex. Note, I am not asexual and this may be a result of running out of medication. I watch porn regularly, so, I don't know why. Perhaps it's because I know porn isn't real, I know they're not having sex out of desire for one another but as a job. Part of why I have no issue with prostitution either.
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