were not exclusive, but while I was with him I noticed he was texting another girl in front of me sending heart emojis. It happened once when we were on a walk, and another time when we were at his friends house. I understand we're not exclusive, however, this is SO disrespectful and rude. I cannot stand it, I deserve so much better, I have a good heart and when I love I love hard. He kept checking his phone seeing if "she" responded. I didn't say anything, every time im with him it seems like the BJs go on forever and he doesn't kiss me afterwards... he also doesn't go down on me... EVER... and then I "need" to massage him... he made a joke saying he doesn't care to make a girl cum, and then laughed about it. Why are some people so rude? I don't understand, I allow him to treat me this way and I cannot do that anymore, I need to respect myself. This man makes me sick to my stomach how tf do I cut it off.