I do want to be loved but at the same time i dont want any affection or any physical affection and need space for myself. It is just like i only want to have sex with him and a little love and nothing more. I hate any physical touches or long kisses or any clinginess. I kinda feel i have no air to breath if my partner want me to touch him except sex and show him some affection. I dont know what is wrong with me.