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Getting closer to God?

Anonymous
Well this is the first time I am really putting this out there on the internet (Yeah I know, I am still being a keyboard warrior). I am addicted to Porn, and always Lusting. This is an addiction that I have been facing since I was 13 (which I know is not an excuse, for not stopping). I just feel so far from God right now it is unbelievable. I claim to be a Christian, but based on my actions and addiction I am very lukewarm (we know what the bible says about being lukewarm). In my life I am admitting that I never felt like I ever had that break through moment, where I had a close connection to God. I just feel that it is time for me to change and actually do better in my life. Right now I feel so empty and drained whenever I go out into the world. I barely pray anymore, and I don't read the bible as much as I used to when I was younger. I don't know God's voice and have any direction. One of the things I want is to be able to hear God and truly have him direct my life. I need some advice on getting closer to God and stop looking at Porn and all the other things that go with that. The reason I focus on that particular sin vs all the other sins (because I am not perfect), is that this is the "Elephant in the room," so to speak in my life. I need some advice and thanks ahead of time.
Getting closer to God?
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