I moved to Florida from Texas with him and his family right after finding out he had been cheating on me by messaging girls and watching porn. He was going behind my back and lying to me for months. He says he isn't ready to get married because of finances (which I get) but he agreed that part of it is because he doesn’t know how to be “loyal” and then he said he worded it wrong. Should I be worried? Thoughts, opinions, advice? I know he loves me and I love him, but since he cheated on me I can tell I've been more insecure lately. It feels like I’m more prepared, ready, and committed than he is.