I’m 24. I’ve had it for a while, never really gotten to indulge in it thought. But I’ve always felt stupid and ashamed for having it. My girlfriend isn’t really about it. I’m not super thrilled about having it. I’ve brought up maybe trying stuff before and she doesn’t want any part of it. But I totally understand that, it’s pretty weird. That’s why I want to be over it. I’m so ashamed of it and absolutely hate it. Please, any advise would help.