I had a female best friend that I crushed on but she thought of me as a bro. But I talked her into letting me spoil her with cash, gifts, paying her bills etc. We used to roleplay and pretend she was blackmailing me to do this. I loved it and did it for 7 years till she got married and we had to stop. Now I find I miss being submissive to her and miss having a woman dominate me financially. I want to find another girl that will do this with me online and its all in fun to me. But does anyone think this is crazy or do others feel it is just fantasy and a way to act things out? Also would any girls on here be willing to have that kind of situration with a guy?