Basically I have no true friends and only a boyfriend. I'm trying to volunteer so I could be more social. I just always get excluded. To be honest, it's so hard when you have nobody to talk to about things going on in my life besides your boyfriend. The fact your parents won't understand. Oh and did I mention that I live in Canada and my boyfriend lives in Florida. I video chat him daily. He helps me out so much. He thinks I'm capable of making new friends and explains to me how I can... I just can't though you know? He feels terrible when he goes out with his friends and then I'm left alone talking to nobody. I don't know I have been kinda always been putting my life into video games because that's one of the two places I can actually breathe. I just don't know... I currently am 14 years old by the way.