I blame myself for my father dying on 911?

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As a confirmation gift we were going to fly to Denver to see the Giants first game of the season, but I told him that my band was counting on me for a performance and I didn’t think it was right to let them down. My dad was an NYPD cop and he did not go on the trip because of me, and died on 911. All these years I cannot bring myself to go to the memorial because I feel responsible. He would not have been there if I had gone on a trip.
I blame myself for my father dying on 911?
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