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So I want to wait until I get married to have sex or anything, and my boyfriend respects my decision 100%. Well the last couple times we hung out we got carried away and got pretty far, not all the way, but pretty far. Each time I feel horrible afterwards and he is mad at him self for getting carried away. Well last night we went really far (still not all the way, but extremely close). He stopped us and I started to cry because I was disappointed in myself, and because I was ashamed. He started to comfort me saying "no don't cry, I love you, I'm so sorry, I did this to you, I got carried away ".. he was beating himself up over it so I reassured him that it takes 2 to tango and it's not his fault and yeah.. so he said "we need to slow down before this escalates".. I agreed.. then he said "we should have some space from each other for just a couple of days".. he said he would miss me and it would be for the best.. we then said our really goodbye and I went home... so my question is, is he using the space to break it off easily? Or am I just over reacting?

Well it's like this I'm a recent college graduate, most of the friends I made were very similar to.me in the not dating or into romance category. We were all very.nerdy never talked about boys dating etc. I'm a very big tomboy so were the rest of.my gaggle of girls. None of us have ever dated yeah it's sad were all 23-25 years old haha. Recenlty one of my buddies that was quite frankly the least.mature.most naive of us (basically SpongeBob with breasts) started getting flirted with by some dude and now they are making out in public and shit and.its like.really hit a nerve. What ever this feeling is its negative and i dont like it and can't pin point it. We were closer friends cause she was the only one who lived near my home town that I could visit easily. Im worried I'll lose her as a friend because I've seen too many times girls ditch their friends for guys and vice versa then get hurt. But they've ditched their friends in the process of a booty call so I don't know. Am I jealous? I've got no idea I've never dated but I also just act to much like a guy for a guy to want unless he was gay and I seem to fair girls anyway. I need done he'll guys and gals it's too the point where if I get in Facebook I feel like throwing my phone or computer at the wall or saying fuck you to everyone. I was taking a break from it for a few months now but today there was a video of the friends u was talking about making it with her new boyfriend and all of our group have kinda lost it. I'm the only one feeling negatively about it however. Everyone else is like "oh its so cute" fuck cute gah

I'm going to go punch stuff... our play a game I feel like a damn little kid.