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My crush: if I am right when thinking back, he showed signs of interest when I have not become pretty and did not wear any makeup. In the past, he often came close behind me, poked, gave a big smile when I looked back. He walked close to my shoulder and waited at the door when I stood there to play with my cousins once after Mass. I did not care much and was too shy to act as if I did not see him. When there was a confusion, we ended our connection, but later, he still showed signs until now. Recently, we held eye contacts more and long enough. He gets in a happy mood and upset depends on whether I give him attention. He sometimes serves on my side at church. He's like the leader of the altar guys at church and must help with the Bishop. One time, I looked back (he did not see me) he had a paper in his hands, walked toward the front door, but walked back to his parking. He never done that before. There are so much more...I was stupid for not realizing his signs before. :(

Guy A: I just noticed that he seems to show signs like my crush does, gets in a good mood after I went to the line that he served, acts a bit cool, saw him there after Mass like waiting for someone and as soon as I noticed, he quickly walked off. This can be coincident. I don't even know him, his age, his name,...nothing...lol

Normally, when my crush is not around, I feel empty and don't care much at other guys, especially the guy A. Also, most of the guys who serve, are younger than my crush and me. I want to talk to my crush and ask him more whether he likes me or not. I also don't want to create confusion for two guys because that way it can hurt both of them and me as well. I may want to be friend with A, but if I show eye contacts with A, he may thinks I'm interested and if my crush knows, he may gets confused and have not made up his mind to confess if he likes me. I just started to feel brave to show signs to my crush that I'm interested in him. I know I should choose my crush, but the