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So, my ex and i were together for almost 2 years when he wouldn't take me to prom. he treated me good sometimes, but always was asking his parents for money and couldnt get a job. So i picked up a shift at work the night of prom, with this hick, and i was really upset that i wasn't taken to prom. So i went into the cooler to get something, and guess who walked in... THE HICK! not only did he walk in, he grabbed me by my waist, spun me around and we kissed. it was super romantic even though it was in the cooler... My boyfriend at the time found out and we had a mutual break up. my bff started dating my ex. And i started to date this hick, then the hick broke up with me. The hick treated me the best, and was always there, i felt complete. then I hooked up with my manfriend, who i dated before, and i found out im not the only one that he claims, but then found the hicks number again and texted him. but the hick is into another chick and after me and the hick hooked up like last week, he chose the other chick over me. And creepy kyle wants to date me... but creepy is all i have to say about him... I miss my ex, and im debating on whether or not to text him, or should i not give up on the hick and try to change his mind, or continue to keep getting used by manfriend, or date creepy kyle? who do i chose?
PLEASE GIVE YOUR HONEST OPINION!!!

My boyfriend and i have been together for 3 yrs. The past year hasn't been good. I've been feeling neglected, not respected and i didn't trust him because of his actions and the way he speaks to girls.
Recently my gut instinct was telling me there was something wrong. I checked his search history and he had usernames and profiles on several dating websites. There were no messages but the fact that he had profiles and had been on there several times is enough for me to feel hurt and upset.
I'm also going through a really rough time with my family and have tried turning to him but my best friend has really been there for me.

Now he's saying that the reason he went on there was because i've been so close with my male best friend, that he was insecure and because i've dated more guys before him (I'm the first girl he's really been in a relationship with). Simply because i get a lot of attention when dressed up and he feels insecure over it. Apparently he's been feeling neglected too because i haven't given him all of my attention while i'm going through this rough patch where my parents are constantly in hospital.

I love the guy but i just don't know if i can forgive him for something like this. It's not the first time he's done something similar (searched every day multiple times for one of his female friends on facebook). and now it's gotten to the point where i no longer trust him at all. Should i break up with him over this?