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So you really like someone but avoid them or keep your feelings carefully hid. You do this not bc you are worried they will reject you but bc you do not like admitting you have tender feelings / or sexual or both or whatever it is. So even if they tell you they like you , you may not be willing to respond honestly bc it is so humiliating for you to lower yourself to weakness— especially in the case of you are in love?

( I’m not sayjng love is weal, just that it might feel that way when in it)

I've never worried much about rejection, but I have this horrible habit of fighting what feelings I do have until they are unrecognizable to me... as alone if proof to myself I’m strong enough to not be drawn in. I do not hear a lot of people talk this at but I can’t imagine I’m the only one. I do hear people say they just don’t care as appear to not wanting to, BUT that’s how I talk on the outside so I wonder if any of those people who don’t care secretly do but don’t want to admit it bc it feels stronger to deny it?

Since no one knows anyone on here I thought maybe I’d get real answers in case anyone is like me.

its also starting to bother me. It never did before or I didn’t know it did. I used to be proud to shut my feelings down but now I’m learning I don’t have such control over it and isl how to just be real even if I want to. It just feels like I’m doing something really pathetic just to be Henest. Makes things very confusing when I genuinely like someone. I’ve been trying for years to come clean to the same Person and I just can’t imagine doing it without despising myself. I spent so many years being “strong” just to give in...

im primarily talking about Emotional attachment not sex. I don’t feel any embarrassment over sexual attraction , though I’ve never had sex it’s not bc I’m ashamed.

I got rejected by the person I really like and I happen to date a completely stranger few weeks ago. The guy I dated before him was really attractive.

We met his with stranger few weeks ago. Our first date was emotional because I had problems to the guy I dated and work. The first time I saw him , I was not attracted by him and he seems to appear just an ordinary guy to me. After that, I said into my mind that I will never met this guy happen. But it didn't happen that way.

We watched in a movie house and he cuddle me and we had sex. I know I don't like fucking but I do love what he does to me. Maybe I was virgin and never had sex.

The next day , I start fading and no longer text him. He becomes paranoid and keeps on texting and calling me. He immediately wants Relationship and so I said yes because of conscience

On the third date, he brought me to a romantic dinner and fetch me to work. I lately come to realized I like his efforts to me.

On on the fourth date , he brought me into hotel and we had sex to him. I told him I fall for him and he said Don't. He confessed he has not yet moved on from his ex. I get mad and I did not talk to him for a week.

on the fifth date, we eat dinner together and I noticed he becomes cold to me. He brought me again to a hotel and we had intense sex.
And that was the very moment I got mad at him for pushing me for sex, I don't like what he is doing and I don't like no stringed attachment. You don't court me properly to my family and friends. I get mad.

i blocked him on Facebook and phone. But I do miss him a lot before. But after one week of no talk, I don't miss him that much anymore and I already stop stalking him

I wonder if what I actually feel for him is Love or Did I just fall for sexual relationship since he was my first time?