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I've always been a very emotional girl and incapable of casual flings/feelings. After my 2 year relationship w my highschool sweetheart broke badly, I was completely shattered. I then decided I dont want to ever feel.. tried to change myself to become less emotional and lost my virginity to a guy I didn't know too well and slept with 4 more guys after that over 5 months. After several breakdowns, I finally came to my senses in a few months and decided I can't change who I am: An extremely emotional person who just wants to love somebody truly. Would you still be with me?

I started liking a guy who was my friend whilst I was in an abusive marriage last year. Me and this guy remained friends and nothing ever happened. I left my husband in March due to abuse and my friend was very supportive but recently things have changed between us, the other day whilst drunk we ended up kissing and touching each other, he kept pulling back and saying it was a bad idea but then going back into touching me and kissing me. He told me to go home and finish myself off and send him pictures. So I did, I asked him what he'd do to me, he then told me he'd kiss me... after this he avoided me for a whole week ( I told him and apparently he can't remember) unroll this Saturday I text him in his birthday again saying I hope he's having a good night. He says he's at home chilling and I should come over, the texts get quite dirty about having sex and I then send him pictures. He screenshots them. Then tells me he's too drunk to do this he's sorry. I tell him he changed his mind quickly and he says he's sobering up ( when he literally just told me he was too drunk) and he's not in the mood, obviously I do like him but I've told him quite a few times I'm happy being a casual fling. It's like he freaks out every time we start getting sexual, this was a month ago he keeps checking my snapchat pictures constantly but not talking to me. the other day he sent me a picture of snapchat directly but then didn't bother replying. he's now replied to me after sending me pictures ' accidentally' on snapchat. he said he has ' gone into hiding' and that he WILL be back he promises.