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Lets say you that met a girl that was really pretty and seemed to be nice and all but, once you really get to know her, Her true mentally ill self shows. Would you be able to put up with a girl that has severe social anxiety, panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, depression , and derealization disorder? Like for example, she has panic attacks every day and she cries and begs for you to take her to the ER cause she's convinced she's dying, she'll need to lie down and be alone because her derealization and feelings of being disconnected to reality are very scary for her. she's also afraid of going out in public places because of her extreme social anxiety. sometimes she will hide her face so no one looks at her. She also has health anxiety and constantly thinks something is wrong with her health. She is obsessed with looking up symptoms on the internet. Would you be able to put up with that if she was actually a really nice and cool , pretty girl or is that too much for you? Maybe even a turn off? Im asking this because of my severe mental issues. Im afraid ill never find a guy that will love me through all of my issues. Im getting help for all of this , i take meds and therapy but they don't seem to work. I also have really bad insomnia and sleeping issues. I stay up all night and sleep all day. What do you men think? Would that be a total turn off for you?