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I'm 17. my mum has anger management problems so she's angry over the SLIGHTEST things. once i was busy using my phone (and when you are focussed you obviously can't hear your surroundings) so she called me and i didn't answer. then she said I'm a rude person who ignores her and got super angry, slamming cabinets and doors and screaming. I'm only 17 and I've been dealing with this since forever. i really don't think it's a good environment for me because whenever this happens, i feel so lonely and scared and sad and i start missing my ex WHO CHEATED because he used to be here for me whenever stuff like this happened. i want to stop feeling this way. also, my dad doesn't spend much time with her because he obviously doesn't like spending time with her and they fight over this a lot. it's obvious my mum has needs and my dad refuses to meet them, so they should obviously part ways? but they dont. so if i can, i really want to move out. does it make me an unfilial child? i just really feel like i want to live in a better environment but people might be like "come on its just fightings, it doesn't kill you".