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Hi y'all,

My dream girl and I broke up after dating for 3 years about 8 years ago. I... did not take it well. I reached out to her about from every different type of method you could think of. She had to block my phone, emails, facebook, insta, Skype, whatever. So what did I do? I MADE DUMMY ACCOUNTS TO KEEP CONTACTING HER!
I probably went on for 1.5 years doing this. Not frequently mind you, but probably about once a month I would reach out to her again, hoping she had forgiven me. Less and less frequently.

I haven't tried to talk to her in ages now, probably 4-6 years since my last attempt. And while I never made any physical attempt to contact her... never tried to see her in person... as I become more "woke" in the face of MeToo, I can't help but think that maybe.. I crossed a line. Maybe.. I scared her, made her feel unsafe, made her feel like she had a stalker.

In my head I believed that if I could just get her attention.. I could explain to her everything. All I wanted to do was talk! And I wanted that more than anything.

Lately I've been feeling bad about it, and I want to send her one last note apologizing for going crazy on her. Not to ask for forgiveness per say, I don't think she owes me that, but just to give her peace of mind that she never has to deal with me again.

I'm not in a bad place in life. I have a very loving girlfriend and I've dialed down my obsessive tenancies. I just want to right prior wrongs, but I recognize that maybe... saying nothing would let an old wound continue to heal.