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My boyfriend of 3 years says he's not ready and he will never be ready to make a commitment he says we should end things because he knows I want a husband and a family someday. I can't seem to let go. Everytime i feel him pulling away from me I pull him back again. It's like a magnetic force pulling in opposite directions. The thought of us both moving on with someone else sickens my stomach what should I do?

I've noticed some things about myself that make me wonder if I have commitment issues.

Family History: Mom and dad divorced when I was three. My mom has remarried *twice* (first step-dad left and the second passed away). My dad has remarried a very nice woman but he is a terrible husband (he has anger issues).

Relationship History: 1st boyfriend I ever had at 16 was very nice and liked me a lot but I broke it off with him after 9 months because I didn't see us to be very compatible. We got back together a year later for 7 months before I ended it again. 2nd boyfriend was my first love and we dated for 4 years before I ended it because he wanted to get married and I didn't. Since ending the relationship a couple months ago I've been casually dating with no intent on getting into another relationship until I feel ready.

Other fun facts about me: I've changed my college major 4 times and my career goals are constantly different. I'm inherently indecisive (or so they tell me) and take forever to pick out clothes or what I want at a restaurant. I have many friends but only one I tell all my secrets too.

Wow writing it all out really makes it seem rather obvious but maybe I'm just over analyzing things?