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My close guy friend of several years always shows me mixed signals. He tells everyone we are just friends. He brings me around his family and closest friends, and tells me everything; his goals, troubles, concerns, thoughts. Over the coarse of our friendship, he has told me several times while under the influence, how much he cares about me or how I complete him. He puts me over his shoulder and carries me around and tickles me, or picks me up so my feet don't get wet in the rain, and dances with me like no one is watching when we are together. We study together, watch movies, hang out with friends, or just relax together. Whenever he does seem to hit on me, he backs away immediately and I won't hear from him for weeks, until I randomly get an I miss you text. When I told him how I felt for him, and wanted more, I also didn't hear from him for awhile. After not buying into his comments, and avoiding college style nights with him for about a year, we kissed again and held hands the other night when we were out with his friends. He told me the next day he didn't remember anything except kissing me, and not knowing how that happened. Even his friends say that we have great chemistry, and how jealous he was, when other guys hit on me. He asked to hang out the next day and then ignored me until hours later, and said "sorry, I left", and then he messaged me to ask what I was doing the following day, and then disappeared again.

I met a guy recently at a club salsa event and we were doing really intense bachata the whole night, it was more grinding then anything else. We both enjoyed it but it was embarrassing to me because we were dancing really scandalous. Anyway we ended swapping numbers and kissed a couple of times.

Yesterday was my first date with him. It was enjoyable but a little awkward like most first dates but we ended up leaving the park early because it started to rain. I asked him to drop me to the bus station because my dad kept calling and he didn't know I had gone out on a date. When I was about to leave the car, I leaned in to kiss my date on the cheek, but I guess he went to kiss my lips, so our kiss ended up being really clumsy lol and then I made the stupid mistake of telling him that at he was my first kiss.

He is in his mid-20's and I'm 20. He was a bit surprised but was nice about it and said it made him feel special and then hugged me but I don't know if he actually meant it or was just being nice.

How would you feel if a girl told you this given what took place at the club because we were really dirty dancing - there was a lot of rubbing, grinding and ass groping.