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I am scared of being alone atm and can't make the right decision. I am in college, want to be a dentist. He says he is changed and made a mistake. I am confused and way too kind and forgiving. And I feel like I deserve better, especially after I found out that he was talking to two other girls behind my back. He broke up with one of them in front of my nose.. After that we broke up because of something else..

Cons:
He wants to marry me even though we do not know eachother well... just a months or two..
I am constantly stressed, anxious and have so many doubts when I think of a serious relationship with him
I am annoyed when we talking
I feel like I am settling with him
I caught him talking to his side chicks behind my back
I think I am not his number one option
We communicate through google translate cause he does not speak English..
He has no money, no savings
Always works no free time
He has not finished primary school
Does not know how to communicate or keep a conversation going
He is two tears younger than I am
Smokes and makes a fuss about quiting right away.

pros:
Good looking
He is sweet
Hard working
Tall
And he was romantic the first 2 dates.. but he told me that because his friends helped him..
Same religion

I have a boyfriend for a month now but I am not sure if he loves me. We met really intense and that we had sex but he committed to me as his girlfriend. Throughout our relationship these are the positive and negatives things I have observed

Positive
- He hugs me after sex very close to his chest
- We shower together and our kiss has really meaning
- He is not afraid to show his vulnerability and lose of money
- He shared his dreams to me and plans in life , but mostly it’s him
- Whenever we go out , he always drop me at home safe. He always make sure I go home safe
- He talks to me everyday
- He loves cuddling and kissing me

Negative
- Because we are very far , he is pressuring me to go in his house and I I can’t he gets really mad and threatening me that he will look for other girls
- I saw him chatting many girls and even talking with his ex girlfriends and liking their picture
- I read a chat that he wants his ex girlfriends back
- He is pressuring me to co-sign a loan for him but promise to pay monthly
- He sometimes don’t listen to my stories and it seems like I have to listen to his always
- I paid every date that we had because he is broke
- He just introduces me to his friend as “Girl”
- He never ask how was my day and it’s always his that I needed to help him always with his problems