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okay, I am a white normal grl, with an average family, I don't mean money wise I mean moral wise. well anyway, I use to work with this Indian kid, I'm not saying any names. but anyway, I developed feelings for him and I was scared to act upon it because growing up as you all kno with 9-11, the world trade centers, my family tends to not like them.no offense to anyone because that dnt apply to me anymore thanks to him.but anyway. he quit a while back nd I went a while not talking to him or anything. and I kno he liked me because we ALWAYS use to flirt.like madd hard. I mean like a lot about serious stuff he would whistle at me and I flirted back. of course =]

well anyway.the other day I was talking to him and he was bored and he was like you wanna chill.so it was like 12 am and he came over my house and we chilled outside because it was really nice out.and we wound up getting bored and he drove to Astoria and we went to a hookah shop and smoked hookah, he taught me =]

anyway, I hadda be home by 4am and so we were running late and he like sped home and when driving I was staring out the window and I was zoned out and he was like what's wrong of course I said nothing because nothing was wrong . and we were talking bout something I forgot what but he said, dam I forgot but it was madd sweet and he put his hand on my leg and I froze because I don't know

im afraid, I don't know why or I don't know I'm so annoyed at myself because I never allow myself to be happy. and I kno race is nothing its only a skin tone or where people come from but, I don't know I'm so confused

i do like him but I think I'm holding back on my feelings because what people might think.like me a white grl, with an Indian boy.i don't know

it bothers me because my step mom calls him the indian boy and I get soo offended and mad but I dnt wanna tell her that. I don't kno y tho

any 1 care to help? please I need it