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Alright here's my story.

I used to be in a special ed class. People in the class considered me to ugly, retarded and strange because I was the silent type. And the kids even added I was fat. I'd hang out with other special ED kids which people also thought were dumb and very ugly. People would walk up to us and rant about how horrible we both looked, how bad we smelled and how we were sisters. Being with special ED kids was awful because even the special ed kids would treat other special ed kids like this. But I noticed when I was in special ED classes I'd hang out with kids in special ed classes. But when my grades went up and the teachers decided I didn't need those classes anymore, I was no longer friends with or hanged out with special ED kids. Or they'd just say I was a show off, or a goodie two shoes. For finally moving on to be in the normal classes. I swear a few people started to look at me differently...

So in middle school I dressed in baggy clothes. And I always wore sweat pants they were a bit old and smelly but I liked them and wore them almost everyday. A few kids at school would tell me I smelled awful or strange. But I thought they were just saying that becuase I was great friends with a girl that people would also say smelled bad. She would come to school musty sometimes but not all the time. She knew she could wash up in the bathroom but she didn't really care. I used to put on

deodorant twice a week and I used to walk home everyday In the hot sun, sweating and everything. Even on the weekends I didn't think I needed deodorant. People told me I smelled but I either didn't care cuz I thought they were lying or I didn't know I smelled. Most people know when they stink and when I do I can't tell.

Of course in high school I don't do this anymore. And I'm almost embarrassed to say I lacked so much in hygiene. I don't go days wearing the same clothes anymore after working out, like I did in middle school. and now I wash up daily, and put on deodorant. I changed my deodorant brand Several times until I found one thy actually works for me. And never leave the house looking and smelling like I really didn't give a shit. Do you guys think my behavior as a middle schooler was bad or was it ok? This was me all middle school because we had uniforms. :/

I was dating someone for 6 months we were like best friends, couldn't keep us apart.. He was obsessed with my smell.. Kissed me on my shoulders and random stuff like that, and would look at me and just smile... Things went bad, but I had fallen in love with this guy.. But all we did after I called it off was argue.. He seemed bitter, but I had always loved him.. And that's what scared me, but he never said it back? I'm not saying I was in love with him.. I only said I started falling for him and all he did was look down as thing got intense.. Would he have taken the opportunity to tell me he had to? If he did love me? Or not?

So I've been dating this guy for 5 months. We were friends for a long time before we hit it off, as I never considered him like that as he was a bit of a player. Anyway one day weirdly things just clicked and we got very close, I didn't sleep with him for 3 months, met his parents very soon and when I'm at home over a holiday he drives 2 hours to see me and my family as he loves them... But the thing is he's so insecure it's horendouse, his ex girlfriend emotionally damaged and abused him and his ways after were the reasons for his actions. He's petrified of letting me in, and now I think he's done it by mistake as he knows me like the back of his hand and know I would never hurt him he's pushing me away to save his feelings, getting mad and frustrated and then so do I and we argue, I adore this guys and don't want things to end but it's like a little war at the moment where we both get mad... What should I do? He adores the smell of my perfume and hugs me so meaningfully and protects me, but if he doesn't open up things will get so bad. I need advice please before I go instance! Thank you (sorry it's a bit long)