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I've been with him for over 2 years
Things happened between us
We done some hurtful things to one another
We had our ups and downs
But I do really love him
And he says he does too
But I dont believe him...

He does the following:
- he always brings me to his family functions
- im the first girl out of all his ex girlfriends that he introduced to his family
- we see each other once or twice a week.. he always makes time for me
- if his friend invites him to a party or whatever, he wants me to come along too
- he always wants to take selfies together and puts them on his social media (his facebook, instagram) and puts caption like "goin out with this beautiful girl"
- when I stay over for the weekend, we have great sex
- he's very affectionate.. hugging and kissing me all the time
- he holds my hand when we're walking around the mall

But i still think he's cheating on me
Or talking to other girls behind my back
My gut instinct...

Would a guy do all of those things if he's cheating?

I want to break up with my boyfriend. I can't stand him anymore. My love is slowly fading away even the sex drive. The problem is i owe so much to his parents. They took me and provided all i need even payed my whole college tuition. They are from england and we are even planing to go visit during spring break. With tickets they have paid for. I dont know what to do. I feel im only in the relationship for the parents now. Because owe them so much. They even gave me love i never had before from real parents. I grew up with my grandma and my mother was a drug addict and father was never in the picture. I dont know what to do. I can't make my self love him again. He is stressing me out. I can't do it anymore. Iv been with the same behavior for 3 years now. Im the calm time while he's the im gonna get mad if you even look at me wrong type and im tired of it. I thought he would change and didn't. I want out. But i love his parents so much. What to do. Please help.