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I meet up with this girl (through work) that I've been chatting to for 2 years via email. We finally met and she sent me this. Backstory, I live in London and she lives in Australia and I thought we had something special but now I'm just confused.

Here's the letter she sent me:
Hi. Here's the awkward me telling you the truth. I appreciate you taking time to have lunch with me. I'm not sure about you but I was a total ball of nerves because I didn't want to say something stupid to you with such sort time, so I guess I'll somewhat do it now. In the time I've got to know you over email it almost bothers me everyday that we can't hang out in person. It also sucks that when I did meet you that i admired everything about you and i want to know so much more but am afraid ill miss your presence. you made me feel so comfortable and I appreciate you for it. I was trying to hold back because I didn't want to get so personal because it again sucks we can't hang out in person for a long while. You're such a lovely person, and I knew it over email but the fact you were in real life made the whole thing so bitter sweet. I guess long story short, whoever gets to hang out with you in person is extremely lucky and I am extremely jealous of them.

Is she trying to say she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore in a polite way?

I’ve had enough. I used to be real humble, but I’ve dealt with so many jealous people in my life I just flaunt it and laugh in their ugly faces!! When I think about it, I’ve got it ALL. I’m not ‘lacking’ in any part of my life! Amazing family, Good Looks, money, tall etc... just a very very lucky guy!!!

I’m a son of a multi millionaire and highly educated and about my take over my family empire and make my own millions. I’m lying down writing this in my dad’s mansion (of which I’m inheriting). I’m basically a royal prince (except my life is better).

Only thing I wish I could find is more closer friends in my class/level. But it’s too hard to find I’m 1 of 1.

This was between my mother and my first step dad, I was 13 at the time.

(You can skip this paragraph if you want) So my mother and my mom and my first step dad were together for 8 years married for 6. He became very bitter and selfish and his drinking went out of control, he worked 3rd shifts and when he was home all he did was drink beer and played Pogo on the computer. He became so lazy that he'd not even shower for a month at a time. He also became jealous that my mom made more money than him so he kept all his money to himself. So mom got fed up and wanted a divorce.

(This is the real part) My mom gave him the divorce papers and he refused to sign it, and he tried to manipulate my mom into coming back with him. My mom told him that he has 3 month to sign or she's going to move on anyways. So he still refused to sign and still tried to manipulate my mom, so she went on and started dating again. I will admit that she was having one night stands while looking for a partner. My stepdad took everything from her and left her and her 13 year old son (me) homeless for a couple months. Eventually the court made a default divorce (or something like that, I don't know about this stuff).

At the time I was 13 and I had no business of knowing what was going on, bit now that I'm an adult and my mom was able to tell me, and I don't know what to think.
One side of me thinks that it was OK since my step dad refused to sign the papers and tried to manipulate her and yook everything.
But at the same time I don't approve of her dating and sleeping around while she was still legally married, and 3 months seemed a bit quick to move on from an 8 year relationship.

What do you think?