Search Results: get my ex back win back

My ex continues to say that will not get back together. Yesterday a lot of things my ex says but does the opposite my ex actually called wanting to hang out in efforts of trying to rekindle it started out rocky but turned out great. I found out the exact reason why we broke up. We told each other how we felt and where things went wrong. We also had a better understanding as well. We hung all day yesterday and enjoyed each other. But my ex is tired of the lets downs and feels like a fool and hurt

The feelings are still there its obivous, I was even brought around new family members. I believe the issue can be fixed I believe there was misunderstanding and lack of communication. My ex agrees but just tired. I think I am going to try try and win my ex back even though my ex says that its over. Plenty of signs says I have a chance

Ex intiated and said I love you
Ex still calls/text
Ex wanted to hang out
Ex expresses feelings
Ex even talk about future stuff with me

There was no cheating involved or other people. Lack of communication and procrastination but mainly not communicating which caused lack of trust

We broke up a year ago. It was my fault. Just if you're wondering.

"It has come to my attention that you only contact me to ask about whether i have moved on from you or not? Or talked about how "naughty" we were together. As i have told you twice that i am still trying to move on and you contacting me again is making it harder than it already is. If you have no intention of you and me being us again then i think you should stop sending me mssg. My feelings for you is still the same like it was 5 years ago and i think you should know this before you stop all contact with me. I know I've treated you really badly and i am very sorry. I'm already under a lot of stress right now please dont make it worse for me. I've been thinking about suicide dozens of times this past year. When you last contacted me it gave me hope that maybe we could be together again by saying "talk to you soon" then just leave me there hanging, thinking about you only contact me to talk about the "amazing" times we had. Why are you doing this to me? To get back to me for what i did to you? M*****, im very tired. My soul is tired. So as i said before if you have no intension of getting back together with me then don't contact me anymore. By this i mean forever. If you feel like writing back a closure then please do, it will make it easier not just for me but also for you. I will respect whatever you decide, i will never try to win your heart back which i know it won't work anyway. Thank you for reading this."

i know i seem very desperate and pathetic here buy i really dont care. It has been a year since the breakup last week was the second time he measaged me he said he misses me and blablabla and he brokeup with his girlfriend. I need a closure and i dont expect him to take me back. I just need to know why he's doing it.