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Recently I'vebeen having a lot of violent dreams. In one dream i was stabbing a girl in the face with a long sewing needle and she wouldn't die so i stabbed it in her throat and pulled it back until there was a gash in her neck and she died. Then i had a dream that i was in my kitchen and i grabbed a knife and chopped this womans arm off and she bled out and died. And then i had another dream that i was stabbing a girl in the face with a marker so hard that the tip snapped off and i started stabbing her with the broken plastic in her eyes. Its sort of concerning to me because these dreams keep happening. And the creepiest part is after i wake up i feel do relieved and well rested and satisfied. am i crazy?

I've been talking to this guy for a about a month now. He's unlike any other guy I've talked to before and is very respectful and kind-hearted. I don't usually date because of how bad I've been treated in the past (which he knows about) but he treats me like a princess when we're together in person. We're both always so busy but he's even busier than I am so I hardly see him. I haven't seen him in over a week and he hardly texts me back anymore, now that he's further into his graduate studies. He said he was too busy to hang out a couple of days ago and said "how about tomorrow instead?" so I said sure. The next day I didn't hear from him at all, I was pretty upset about it but didn't want to come off too strong by telling him. He finally sent me a text later that night saying he was busy but didn't at all address blowing me off or apologize. As if it never happened. But just when I think he's lost interest he'll say or do something (online though..) that will throw me off again. When we started talking he was really communicative and asked me out a lot, but for over a week now I've been the only one really trying to initiate conversation or to get him to take a break to hangout. Not that I think it makes a difference but he's introduced me to his friends already who get along with me so well, and his family knows about me already. I give him a lot of space and even stayed silent all weekend thinking he'd message me to see what was up, but nope, not a single text or call. He is all about taking things slow and we've even discussed "where we stand" which is that we're just getting to know each other and going on dates but not in a relationship. When we had this talk he said he was so relieved that I didn't see us as a couple yet.. I think he may be scared of commitment. I can't help but to feel I'm over thinking this though because although his behavior & responsiveness has changed a lot, we still aren't really "in a relationship" just dating. What are your opinions?