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So pretty much I have social anxiety but I also crave to fit in and make friends.. and I wanna show people my interesting side of me... so I do really weird things.

Today I was sitting next to someone who I've only spoken to about 3 times before, he was spamming my other friend on discord while the teacher was talking about work, so I opened up my discord and went on this server I was on that he was also on (but I do not talk on this server and only know like 2 people on it ) anyway I clicked on his username and sent him a friend request.

I then found it ridiculously funny for whatever reason and looked over at his computer to see the notification I sent. He then opened it and then looked at me and I was laughing, he just smiled confusedly than accepted it.

I then messaged him "Hi" he said "hello" I said "I was bored lol" he said "fairo."

Now Ik it is probably really weird and the dude may think I was flirting with him.. but in reality I just really wanted friends, and I don't know why but I thought hmm why not add this dude, seems pretty funny, maybe if I add him on discord then he will think that its okay to talk to me more irl. Anyway I now regret it and feel like he finds me creepy af now. But srs I was just overcompensating for my shyness and didn't want to come off as so reserved so I did the most impulsive thing, but yeah might of over done it. I didn't think it through, I just wanted to befriend him.. what is wrong with me seriously. How awkward is this? and do you think that guy is going to hate me now? (I've done things similar to this before. once on a gc I randomly stream shared me playing minecraft despite me being silent through the call, another time I randomly emailed someone a meme out of nowhere to make sure they weren't mad at me.. so I just do weird sht.. I don't know to spice up the day or what fk all)