Search Results: i think i'm gay

So there's one guy that i meet in one group few minths before college. He seemed really talkative and confident guy. We flirt a bit, nothing special.

So now we are on different colleges in same building. We have in commnom one friend from my group, who is his good friend. That guy didn't know anything about me until he saw me with his good friend 2 months ago. He acted than different then other times (he actually smiled but also act weird; i'd beg infront of me and he was like lurking behind it and wanted to came to us but friend told him to go). 2 days later i meet him on my part of college.

So i see that gay 1-2 a week. He always seems to look at me and sometimes like stare, i can feel it when he stares. He also acts really strange sometimes like some weirdo. He becomes pretty quiet when im close, and when im away he's talkative (even with his friends).

It's like the longest story ever, but i won't write it all down.
So for past 6 months he acts sometimes weird and quiet around me, stares and looks too much but never made bold move. He seems really talkative and confident, hangs always with girls. He's year older with me so i don't think he has problem that he's shy...

I have nothing against gay people

me and my girlfriend/roomate (shes bi) went over my grandmas house.
and no she's not my "girlfriend" i dont mean it like that,
Im straight.

Anyway i told her just as a joke i was going to tell my grandma i was gay,
and told her to go along with it.

I walked in her house, i introduced her to my friend, and told her that i was gay
and we were together. i thought she was going to burst out luaghing but she
sighed and said "i always had a feeling you were"

what does that mean?
i mean i hang out with girls a lot and always have but...
i mean i have guyfriends..

I was a good kid. I was rarely spanked.

I mean I remember my mom pulling the car over to the side of the road one time because the sis and I were going at it in the back seat. That taught me nothing though because I still meddle with her.

I remember getting popped in the mouth for talking smart so I try to watch what I say now.

I remember getting beat with a belt because a girl kissed me. I wasn't even gay. We were kids playing house. Even if I were to think about going lesbo, that beating set me straight haha.

Other than that I wasn't really beat or anything. My mom would probably hit me if she found out i had sex back then. But thats exactly why she doesn't know now.

I've also been hit with a thin tree limb "switch" for some reason I can't remember.

I dont plan to hit my kids but if they do something seriously effed up, my helping hand will be there to give em a makeover. But Im not short tempered so this is unlikely.