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So I've been playing tag with my crush month ago found out he liked me as we hung out and he came clean. then yesterday we carpooled alone in his car to company meeting after on the way home he goes even deeper in details about what he likes and why he is physically and emotional attachmented to Mr how I turn his negativity at work to positive how I balance him out without me knowing I'm always positive never lose my cool and so forth. Then when we get to my car as I left it parked at store (we work in retail). He says lots stuff about wanting me but doesn't think he good enough but still he tells me how I even arouse him just with my voice and sweet words. Wtf then we start holding hands I kiss him and he slightly kisses me then pulls away. Saying same thing he isn't good enough but I make him happy everyday he sees me I accidentally touch him and all he wants is to kiss me. Why does he hold back? Someone please explain way?

I'm deeply in love with a guy whom I've only been out with twice in a two year period. Our first date was great the chemistry was awesome everything clicked.
Our second date was manipulated by him to get a massage and sex ensued. Now all he ever does is text me and has excuses as to why he can't see me. He is divorced I know for sure. But says he's going through a bad spell. This is a interracial friendship. Am I wasting my time with this guy are could he be telling the truth?